A series of NC-17 related fics (two stories currently, but with the intention of more to come), beginning with a bit of a "Groundhog Day" type of time loop problem and then extending to the longterm effects it causes between Spike and Xander. Set in an alternate Season 6 in which Buffy was not raised from the dead.

A post-Chosen exploration of Xander's reaction to losing his eye, including an eventual encounter with post-NFA Spike.

PG-13 (for language) -*- 1 chapter -*- 5,000 words -*- finished

My first S/X fic, written for margarks in rubywisp's Spander Inquisition ficathon in May 2004. Rated NC-17 and filled with margarks's requested items: dirty talk, first time, forced isolation from the rest of the Scoobies, and amnesia.

NC-17 -*- 6 chapters -*- 19,000 words -*- finished

Post-Chosen and post-NFA, Xander runs into Spike in San Francisco and is mightily confused, since Spike's supposed to be dead.

NC-17 -*- 15 chapters -*- 35,000 words -*- finished